No one understands what it's like to live thru hard times untill they've been in the position themselves. Everything that you thought never could happen to you happens. You are then left thinking "what the fuck did I do to deserve this?" Then mix emotions that you have for someone in with them and it all just becomes one chaotic mess. Thru all the hard days I have really come to a sense of self. I've kept my head up and things are looking better. Thanks to all my thugs- you kept my head straight.